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Tuesday 6 September 2011

innocence...

Innocence inspires me a lot for some reason!! The things people do innocently when they don't know how beautiful they look while doing that!!:D innocence shows truthfulness, inner beauty of a person which everyone should see and appreciate. That's the reason I keep observing people while they are alone, or doing some work or thinking and there I find many of their innocent moments which are so beautiful that I always feel like capturing them. When you sneeze, when you do some stupid mistake and then you suddenly realize it or while mugging up things, talking about a topic which is very close to your heart.. These moments show a person in real.. And I truly believe that if you have to love someone then you don't love the face or the behavior of the person in public but love these moments.. Because that what the person really is!! Innocence can bring a smile on your face and make your day like this.. So don't forget to find some innocent moments by yourself..:p -ankita :)

standstill

The thought hit my mind when I heard bella is getting married with edward and he is going to convert her into a vampire after the wedding. At the age of 18 she is going to be 18 forever.. I mean what a lucky girl.. Twilight fans exactly know what I mean.. Aging is a process that everyone undergoes. Whether you want it or not.. But what if you refuse to grow up?? Or don't show that you are a grown up.. With age you grow up in your thoughts, behavior. You learn how to interact with people, how to maintain your personal and professional relations, how to express your opinions in a most convincing way and everything.. Today its a need of an hour.
But while doing that one should always preserve the innocence and child within. There is always a kid in every grown up person. That kid gives the enthusiasm and spirit to take up new challenges, try new things, make mistakes and learn from them. That kid keeps us alive.. So don't ever let that kid die just because you are a grown up according to social norms. Let your enthusiasm grow with your age and the kid within you remain of a same age..
Ankita :)

Monday 5 September 2011

mahindra tractors copy

आनंदाला आला पूर, धनधान्य भरपूर
सारथी ने केले जीवन सोपे, 
नाही उद्याची चिंता, समाधान हे केवढे मोठे
कुटुंबाचे सुख हीच तुमची आशा
महिंद्रा देई या आशेला नवी योग्य दिशा 

बैलपोळ्याच्या या सणानिमित्त घेऊन या नवीन महिंद्रा ट्रक्टर, जी ठरेल तुम्ही आणि तुमच्या कुटुंबासाठी  एक दमदार गुंतवणूक!!!

Sunday 4 September 2011

its all about you!!


Its all about You!! 

When you decide not to give up… you keep going
When you handle life the way you want… life follows your wish
When you decide not to lose hope… you stay happy
When you wait for life to get better… it gets better
-Ankita :)

Friday 2 September 2011

A night affair!!!

                A night affair!!!

While unfolding the night we unfold our lives
Unfold the feelings, unfold the memories
Welcome new friends, rediscover old ones
A night is yet to show all its colors
Stars give a challenge to our creativity
Moonlight and sky takes us to the world of tenderness
Where expressions are strong enough to take over words
Experience of the night need not be explained
When we come back we rediscover ourselves
The night rejuvenates us with a night affair!!! :)
-Ankita

Saturday 18 June 2011

random 11

reall friends are not difficult to find, one common opinion is enough
close friends are not difficult to discover, one tight hug is enough
fun friends are not easy to lose, one funny look is enough
best friends are not tough ro search for, same strong feelings are enough

i am so glad that i am surrounded by all my real, caring, funny and bestest friends.love them all...:D:D
- Ankita :D


no regrets... at all

I don't regret loving you although i never got it back
I don't regret waiting for you although you never came back
I don't regret spending sleepless nights thinking about you, although you never thought about me
I don't regret getting hurt by you although you enjoyed hurting me the most
I don't regret still loving you, but do you even remember loving me some day??


Flowers forever

There are very few things which stay with your in all occasions, be it a happy or sad. They make you smile, they cheer you up. They stay with you no matter what. For me flowers are one of those things. Every flower has a different duty to deliver and they do that without complaining. While Buttercup is richness, rose defines joy and love, tulip defines faith, orchid is beautiful, and lily is desire, lotus is purity.
We take flowers to the hospital to keep it near the patient, because we know that they will make him/ her happy. Without a beautiful bouquet of lovely pink and red flowers every proposal is incomplete. At a formal party a coat is incomplete without a red rose on it.
Flowers make dinners more tasty, decoration more live, marriages are dreamy with flowers and so our small balconies. Even in a dark forest, some flowers are so beautiful and rare, that they can make your entire journey a beautiful experience.
Even a small rose or daisy can bring a smile on your face. Different colors of flowers explain different emotions. Red for passion, pink for innocence, yellow for happiness and white is as peaceful as it looks.
Flowers can be the best romantic gift at the same times the memories that you carry for someone’s funeral.   They are so powerful. They are fragile yet so meaningful.
My personal favorite is orchid and daisy, by looking at my pocket I only look at orchids but for daisies I m rich enough. A daisy makes my day (yellow one preferable). I keep on wondering how a small flower can change my mood and bring a smile on my face when I don’t want to smile. It’s like my smiling therapy.  
They teach you many things, tolerance, calmness. They are innocent, delicate and beautiful. so guys, if you have not used the magic of flowers yet, then go ahead and use it, its cheap, beautiful and really really magical, remember a beautiful flower can make your day.. Happy living :D :D
- Ankita :D




Thought drop
Rains make me smile, Rains make me cry
Rains make me walk, Rains make me think
I love rains because of all the above and millions of more. It’s the laziness that it gives, it’s the freshness that its brings... It freshens up the earth and your mind as well.
I wait for rains for the entire year and when they are here you can compare my joy only and only with peacock. Only difference is that he dances in the forest with his wings, and I dance on the streets or my building terrace with my legs. It’s not only the water drops but it’s the magic that it brings along with it, its from the God so has to be ultimate beautiful. Going to the beach and getting completely drenched is the best thing that you can ever do in monsoons, and if you get Bhutta, chai and cigarette (optional) ;) ;) then you are the happiest person on earth at that time.
I can literally feel the magic around, everyone is fresh, happy. There are millions of reasons as well, small kids become happy as their schools are about to start, they meet their friends, and get a chance to do some new mischief, office goers get a chance to stay at their places as they cannot reach the office, shopaholics get a big fat reason to shop, as there is so much to buy. New cloths, new shoes, new umbrellas, raincoats, new rainy bag etc etc.
For all the romantic people in the world, monsoon is the best season for the obvious reasons :D long drives, getting totally drenched are the ultimate romantic things. Monsoon is partially a reason as well for many love stories to begin.  
For trekkers monsoon is a challenging season to discover new places. For all the moms in the world monsoon is a worring period because their kids get sick. Of course other way round for doctors, best season of the year.  For bollywood, a romantic story is incomplete without a sexy song in the rains.(sari is compulsory). It’s like an old tradition. There are some beautiful songs on rains. Even classical music has given lots of importance to rains.
Monsoon has a special place in everyone’s life. For some it’s a symbol of sadness or for some it’s the symbol of joy. It’s the memories, laughs, songs, suffering..Everything. Everyone remembers the best and of course the worst monsoon of their life. Whatever the reason may be... every monsoon is special and memorable. I hope this and coming monsoons will pour more and more happiness and joy in all our lives. Happy monsoon. :D:D

 - Ankita :D:D

Sunday 24 April 2011



Random 12
angry mind, angry thoughts
angry room, so, angry me


angry mom, angry dad,
angry home, so, angry me,

angry words, angry conversations
angry looks, so, angry me

angry eyes, so, they cry
angry stomach, so, it shouts


angry me, so, angry me
angry me, so, I am sad
-Ankita :( :(

Yellow daisy, sparkling eyes and Punam 

she came suddenly when I was chitchatting with my friends.
she had a different style for asking money from people.
she was with a black plastic bag on her head.
believe me that look was scary.
i got scared and she started laughing. she enjoyed it lot.
she asked for money but her eyes were on my yellow daisy.
she was so innocent that she asked for both the things.
money may be for her family but flower was only for her.
I hesitated a bit, but couldn't do much about it.
I gave her my flower as I wanted to see what does she do with it..
she was so happy to get the flower. 
that made me happy and that made her my small, little friend
I asked her about herself, she answered back but she was busy playing with the flower..
she was experimenting with the flower, trying to put it on her hair.
she doesn't know her age, she doesn't go to school, she stays in Masjid near Bandra station..
but she had something that made me realized a lot of things..
her innocent priceless smile and her happiness was so amusing.. 
she found her happiness in the smallest possible thing ever.
sometimes we are so busy achieving our goals that we ignore the small little things that make us feel happy.
her happy face made me feel so happy, she made my evening..
our first meeting was so meaningful that I am going to meet her again,
 may be she will teach me some more things about happy living.  
happiee living people.. :)
-Ankita
  


Saturday 23 April 2011



let me sign- Rob Pattinson

Oohh 
Oohh 
Standing there by the broken tree, 
Her hands were all twisted, she was pointing at me. 
I was damned by the light coming out of her eyes. 
She spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky. 
She said 'Walk on over yeah to the bit of shade, 
I will wrap you in my arms and you'll know you've been saved' 
Let me sign, let me sign, can't fight the devil so just let me sign. 


I was out for a drink in a soho bar 

The air was smoked out liked a cheap cigar 
She rose out of her seat like a painted ghost 
She was the woman that I wanted the most 



As she reached for my arm I gave her my hand 

I said 'Lay me down easy let me understand' 
Let me sign, let sign, can't fight the devil so just let me sign. 



As I walked through the door she was still in my head 

As I entered the room she was laid there in bed 
She reached out for me all twisted in black 
I was on my way down, never coming back 
let me sign, let me sign, can't fight the devil so just let me sign. 
let me sign, let me sign, can't fight the devil so just let me sign.
never think- Rob pattinson




Never think 

What's in your heart 

What's in our home 

So I won't 



You'll learn to hate me 

But still call me baby 

Oh Love 

So call me by my name 




And save your soul 

save your soul 

Before you're too far gone 

Before nothing can be done 




I'll try to decide when 

She'll lie in the end 

I ain't got no fight in me 

In this whole damn world 

Telling you to hold off 

She said hold on 

It's the one thing that I've known 




Once I put my coat on 

And how I know it's all wrong 

She's standing outside holding me 




Saying oh please 

I'm in love 

I'm in love 




Girl save your soul 

Save your soul 

Before you're too far gone 

And before nothing can be done 




'Cause without me 

You got it all 

So hold on 

Without me you got it all 

So hold on 

Without me you got it all 

Without me you got it all 

So hold on 

Without me you got it all 

So hold on 

Without me you got it all 

So hold on 

Hold on



Random 32


getting hurt by someone is always better than hurting someone,
waiting for someone is always better than making someone wait for us
crying for someone is always better than making someone cry for us
remembering someone is always better than forgetting someone
-Ankita :)

Random 76..


they say people are different and its not possible to figure them out, is it possible to figure out yourself before you figuring out others??
i ask this question several times to myself, sometimes i am strong, sometime weakest, sometimes practical, sometimes over emotional, sometimes expressive, sometimes very closed, sometimes understanding, sometimes stubborn, sometimes very happy, sometimes sad.. with such complexity in my own self, i try to understand people, continue to manage things. hope one day i will be able to understand myself and then other people.. hopefully!!
-Ankita.
i just wanna spend my life with you!!!




Like a dream you can' t explain love can chase a beating of your heart
Like the sunshining in the rain love can make your whole world fall apart

All i wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly love is the thing that I can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

God I love somehow... I just wanna spend my life with you
You can show me how

Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly love is the thing that i can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

What have you done to me?
Is this how its meant to be
Can' t control this feeling in my heart
I can see better days glowing inside your eyes
And I know you feel it in your heart

All I wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly loves the thing that i can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

Love is a crazy thing
Its like when you wanna sing
And the words are deep inside your soul
When somebody comes along together you sing a song
You just let the music take control

And i wanted now
i just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
turned me inside out
Suddenly loves the thing that i can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you


महिलांसाठी राखीव 

ट्रेनमधील ladies compartment ही एक जादूची पोतडीच म्हणावी लागेल. एक मुलगी असुनही मला नेहमी प्रवास करताना ह्याबद्दल अप्रूप वाटत आल आहे. वर्षानुवर्ष ट्रेनने प्रवास करणार्या ह्या बायकांचा डबा म्हणजे त्यांच्या आयुष्याचा एक अविभाज्य घटक झालेला असतो. काय काय होत नाही ह्यामध्ये??  
भाजी चिरन्यापासून ते जप करेपर्यंत, अभ्यास ते अवांतर वाचन, शिवनकाम एवढच नव्हे तर कपडे , पिन्स वगैरे गोष्टी खरेदी करण्याची हक्काची जागा म्हणजे ladies  डब्बा..
रोज एक ठराविक ट्रेनने प्रवास करणार्या बायकांचा मग एक ग्रुप बनतो.रोज तो ग्रुप त्याचवेळी त्याच ट्रेन मध्ये भेटतो. मग एकमेकांसाठी जागा धरण, त्या जागेवर बाकी कोणाला बसु न देण , वेगवेगले festivals साजरे करण, एकमेकिंची सुख- दुःख share करण हे सगल ओघाने आलच..
एकदा मी churchgate वरुण अँधेरीला येत असताना चार पाच बायका ट्रेनमध्ये गाण्याचा रियाझ करत होत्या. काही जनींचे सुर लागत होते काही उगाच ओरडत होत्या. आजुबाजुच्या बायका त्यांच्याकडे बघत हसत होत्या, त्यांना दाखवून चिडवत होत्या. पण त्या बायकांना काहीही फरक पडत नव्हता. एवढा स्वात्रंत्य ladies डब्बा सोडून अजुन कुठे मिळणार??
ladies  डब्बा म्हणजे प्रत्येक स्टेशन ला एक भान्दन ठरलेल..मग तो फर्स्ट क्लास असो किंवा सेकंड क्लास.. तो कलकलात सारखाच..
पण खर्या मैत्रीनीही ट्रेन मध्येच भेटतात.. वर्षानुवर्ष एकत्र प्रवास करीं ह्या बायका आयुष्यातील कितीतरी टप्पे देखिल एकत्रच पार करतात. 
किती विविधता असते ह्या बायकांमध्ये.. कॉलेज मधील मुलींपासून ते retire होत असणार्या बायकांपर्यंत , एखाद्या मोठ्या कंपनी ची CEO ते एखाद्या हॉस्पिटलची nurse किंवा आया, एखादी तरुण मुलगी आणि तिची आई किंवा एखाद तान्हा बाल आणि त्याची आई.
बोलण आणि बायका यांच तर अटूट नात आहे.. मग जर बायकांचाच डब्बा असेल तर काय.. बोलण्याला उधाण येत. अनेक बायका अनेक विषयांवर अनेक भाषांमध्ये एकत्र बोलत असतात.कधी लक्षपूर्वक त्याचा बोलण एकल ना तर त्या इतका मस्त टाइमपास नाही.tv वरील मालिका, मुलामुलिंचे अभ्यास, शाला , कॉलेज affairs (त्यांच्या भाषेत लफडी किंवा भानगडी), नवीन खरेदी केलेल्या वस्तु, दागिने,आणि हे कमी म्हणून की काय  भरिस भर नवरे हां कधीही न संपणारा विषय आहेच.
थोड्या young मुलींचे विषय थोड़े वेगले असत्तात.shopping , hot guys , practicles , canteen , boyfriends , crushes , affairs , सिनेमा ह्या आणि अनेकविध विषयांवर ह्या सगल्या अखंड बोलत असतात. ह्या मुलीचा टॉप किती  गोड़ आहे, किंवा ती किती गोरी आहे, नाहीतर फ़ोन आहेच गप्पा मारायला..
ज्या मुली कानात गाणी लावून किंवा मान खली घालून बसतात किंवा झोपलेल्या असतात त्यांच्या निरिक्षण शक्तीच्या अभावामुले मला त्यांची कीव कराविशी वाटते.. आजुबाजुला एवढ्या interesting गोष्टी चालू असताना ह्या एवढ्या नीरस कशा असू शकतात?so sad ..
तर थोडक्यात काय .. पुरुषांसाठी कायम कुतुहलाचा विषय असलेला हा ladies डब्बा.. त्यातील बायका, त्याचे विषय सतत असेच चालू राहणार..मग मेट्रो ट्रेन येवोत किंवा काहीही..
 म्हणुनच म्हणतात ना... महिलांसाठी राखीव !!!
-अंकिता      



My Mad Machines..  

Who says machines are different from humans?? who says that machines are only machines and nothing else?? according to me machines have the same amount of emotions, feelings, ego and all the personality traits that humans have. atleast my machines have..
my Computer. i call it Mr.PC. he a very good friend of mine.he has all my secrets in terms of data.he doesn't reveal it to anybody without my permission. he is with me for last 4 years now.i have made many projects and assignments with the help of my dear PC. still my PC is very moody. he has his own bad days like i have. in those 2 or 3 days he doesn't listen to anybody.. not even me. he refuses to start and i get stuck up badly. i think these 2 days he does meditation or something like that. and then comes back with a boom. he is also very mischievous as i get tired of requesting him to get started but he doesn't. finally i am left with no other option but to call a guy who looks after my PC and his condition in short.. doctor of my PC. he comes and asks for the problem.. i tell him my PC is not working. he goes to start the PC. at that exact time meditation period of my PC gets over and he gets started.so the PC doctor looks at me.. he is clueless... he thinks i like to trouble him so i call him every month.. i can read the expressions on his face as it has happened more than 5 times so far.. he is very frustrated with me..as he thinks i m illiterate and doesn't understand anything about computers.. :(
My dear ipod.. he is one of my basic needs.. food,cloths,shelter,chocolates, ice creams,money and my music in short my ipod.  but my ipod has lot of attitude problem as he doesnt like to be overused.. not even for a single day.. he is very delicate and private. one day i use him more than the regular usage time.. he immediately needs to have his power nap. in that particular period he doesn't respond at all.. so then i have to apologize to him saying that i wont do it again.. still i can not be sure about the result..so i have no other option but to wait till he finishes his power nap...
there are many more machines  with me which always show me that even they have feelings even more than humans.eg-  my phone has immense tolerance capacity.. i have literally thrown my phone on the ground, many times it has slipped from my hand but still.. my phone always works.. all i have to do is switch it off for 2 minutes and then switch it on..:) my TV remote is self obsessed.. he likes when people search for him or they panic when they don't find him.. so he always hides in such a place where people wont be able to find him easily..my fridge likes to scare my family members.. so he makes weird noises at nights and scares everybody..  my dadi still doesnt understand that who makes these noises at nights and gets scared.. my fridge loves it so he always make noises when my dadi is around him..
many machines... many personalities... all they try and say is we are not only machines.. we are much more than that..so you all better treat us like that. have you tried to find out how is your mad machine and what does it say to you?? ;)
-Ankita



White Horse Lyrics





Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now