never think- Rob pattinson

Never think 

What's in your heart 

What's in our home 

So I won't 

You'll learn to hate me 

But still call me baby 

Oh Love 

So call me by my name 

And save your soul 

save your soul 

Before you're too far gone 

Before nothing can be done 

I'll try to decide when 

She'll lie in the end 

I ain't got no fight in me 

In this whole damn world 

Telling you to hold off 

She said hold on 

It's the one thing that I've known 

Once I put my coat on 

And how I know it's all wrong 

She's standing outside holding me 

Saying oh please 

I'm in love 

I'm in love 

Girl save your soul 

Save your soul 

Before you're too far gone 

And before nothing can be done 

'Cause without me 

You got it all 

So hold on 

Without me you got it all 

So hold on 

Without me you got it all 

Without me you got it all 

So hold on 

Without me you got it all 

So hold on 

Without me you got it all 

So hold on 

Hold on

Random 32


getting hurt by someone is always better than hurting someone,
waiting for someone is always better than making someone wait for us
crying for someone is always better than making someone cry for us
remembering someone is always better than forgetting someone
-Ankita :)

Random 76..


they say people are different and its not possible to figure them out, is it possible to figure out yourself before you figuring out others??
i ask this question several times to myself, sometimes i am strong, sometime weakest, sometimes practical, sometimes over emotional, sometimes expressive, sometimes very closed, sometimes understanding, sometimes stubborn, sometimes very happy, sometimes sad.. with such complexity in my own self, i try to understand people, continue to manage things. hope one day i will be able to understand myself and then other people.. hopefully!!
-Ankita.

i just wanna spend my life with you!!!

Like a dream you can' t explain love can chase a beating of your heart
Like the sunshining in the rain love can make your whole world fall apart

All i wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly love is the thing that I can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

God I love somehow... I just wanna spend my life with you
You can show me how

Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly love is the thing that i can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

What have you done to me?
Is this how its meant to be
Can' t control this feeling in my heart
I can see better days glowing inside your eyes
And I know you feel it in your heart

All I wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly loves the thing that i can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

Love is a crazy thing
Its like when you wanna sing
And the words are deep inside your soul
When somebody comes along together you sing a song
You just let the music take control

And i wanted now
i just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
turned me inside out
Suddenly loves the thing that i can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

महिलांसाठी राखीव 

ट्रेनमधील ladies compartment ही एक जादूची पोतडीच म्हणावी लागेल. एक मुलगी असुनही मला नेहमी प्रवास करताना ह्याबद्दल अप्रूप वाटत आल आहे. वर्षानुवर्ष ट्रेनने प्रवास करणार्या ह्या बायकांचा डबा म्हणजे त्यांच्या आयुष्याचा एक अविभाज्य घटक झालेला असतो. काय काय होत नाही ह्यामध्ये??  

भाजी चिरन्यापासून ते जप करेपर्यंत, अभ्यास ते अवांतर वाचन, शिवनकाम एवढच नव्हे तर कपडे , पिन्स वगैरे गोष्टी खरेदी करण्याची हक्काची जागा म्हणजे ladies  डब्बा..

रोज एक ठराविक ट्रेनने प्रवास करणार्या बायकांचा मग एक ग्रुप बनतो.रोज तो ग्रुप त्याचवेळी त्याच ट्रेन मध्ये भेटतो. मग एकमेकांसाठी जागा धरण, त्या जागेवर बाकी कोणाला बसु न देण , वेगवेगले festivals साजरे करण, एकमेकिंची सुख- दुःख share करण हे सगल ओघाने आलच..

एकदा मी churchgate वरुण अँधेरीला येत असताना चार पाच बायका ट्रेनमध्ये गाण्याचा रियाझ करत होत्या. काही जनींचे सुर लागत होते काही उगाच ओरडत होत्या. आजुबाजुच्या बायका त्यांच्याकडे बघत हसत होत्या, त्यांना दाखवून चिडवत होत्या. पण त्या बायकांना काहीही फरक पडत नव्हता. एवढा स्वात्रंत्य ladies डब्बा सोडून अजुन कुठे मिळणार??

ladies  डब्बा म्हणजे प्रत्येक स्टेशन ला एक भान्दन ठरलेल..मग तो फर्स्ट क्लास असो किंवा सेकंड क्लास.. तो कलकलात सारखाच..

पण खर्या मैत्रीनीही ट्रेन मध्येच भेटतात.. वर्षानुवर्ष एकत्र प्रवास करीं ह्या बायका आयुष्यातील कितीतरी टप्पे देखिल एकत्रच पार करतात. 

किती विविधता असते ह्या बायकांमध्ये.. कॉलेज मधील मुलींपासून ते retire होत असणार्या बायकांपर्यंत , एखाद्या मोठ्या कंपनी ची CEO ते एखाद्या हॉस्पिटलची nurse किंवा आया, एखादी तरुण मुलगी आणि तिची आई किंवा एखाद तान्हा बाल आणि त्याची आई.

बोलण आणि बायका यांच तर अटूट नात आहे.. मग जर बायकांचाच डब्बा असेल तर काय.. बोलण्याला उधाण येत. अनेक बायका अनेक विषयांवर अनेक भाषांमध्ये एकत्र बोलत असतात.कधी लक्षपूर्वक त्याचा बोलण एकल ना तर त्या इतका मस्त टाइमपास नाही.tv वरील मालिका, मुलामुलिंचे अभ्यास, शाला , कॉलेज affairs (त्यांच्या भाषेत लफडी किंवा भानगडी), नवीन खरेदी केलेल्या वस्तु, दागिने,आणि हे कमी म्हणून की काय  भरिस भर नवरे हां कधीही न संपणारा विषय आहेच.

थोड्या young मुलींचे विषय थोड़े वेगले असत्तात.shopping , hot guys , practicles , canteen , boyfriends , crushes , affairs , सिनेमा ह्या आणि अनेकविध विषयांवर ह्या सगल्या अखंड बोलत असतात. ह्या मुलीचा टॉप किती  गोड़ आहे, किंवा ती किती गोरी आहे, नाहीतर फ़ोन आहेच गप्पा मारायला..

ज्या मुली कानात गाणी लावून किंवा मान खली घालून बसतात किंवा झोपलेल्या असतात त्यांच्या निरिक्षण शक्तीच्या अभावामुले मला त्यांची कीव कराविशी वाटते.. आजुबाजुला एवढ्या interesting गोष्टी चालू असताना ह्या एवढ्या नीरस कशा असू शकतात?so sad ..

तर थोडक्यात काय .. पुरुषांसाठी कायम कुतुहलाचा विषय असलेला हा ladies डब्बा.. त्यातील बायका, त्याचे विषय सतत असेच चालू राहणार..मग मेट्रो ट्रेन येवोत किंवा काहीही..

 म्हणुनच म्हणतात ना... महिलांसाठी राखीव !!!

-अंकिता      

My Mad Machines..  

Who says machines are different from humans?? who says that machines are only machines and nothing else?? according to me machines have the same amount of emotions, feelings, ego and all the personality traits that humans have. atleast my machines have..

my Computer. i call it Mr.PC. he a very good friend of mine.he has all my secrets in terms of data.he doesn't reveal it to anybody without my permission. he is with me for last 4 years now.i have made many projects and assignments with the help of my dear PC. still my PC is very moody. he has his own bad days like i have. in those 2 or 3 days he doesn't listen to anybody.. not even me. he refuses to start and i get stuck up badly. i think these 2 days he does meditation or something like that. and then comes back with a boom. he is also very mischievous as i get tired of requesting him to get started but he doesn't. finally i am left with no other option but to call a guy who looks after my PC and his condition in short.. doctor of my PC. he comes and asks for the problem.. i tell him my PC is not working. he goes to start the PC. at that exact time meditation period of my PC gets over and he gets started.so the PC doctor looks at me.. he is clueless... he thinks i like to trouble him so i call him every month.. i can read the expressions on his face as it has happened more than 5 times so far.. he is very frustrated with me..as he thinks i m illiterate and doesn't understand anything about computers.. :(

My dear ipod.. he is one of my basic needs.. food,cloths,shelter,chocolates, ice creams,money and my music in short my ipod.  but my ipod has lot of attitude problem as he doesnt like to be overused.. not even for a single day.. he is very delicate and private. one day i use him more than the regular usage time.. he immediately needs to have his power nap. in that particular period he doesn't respond at all.. so then i have to apologize to him saying that i wont do it again.. still i can not be sure about the result..so i have no other option but to wait till he finishes his power nap...

there are many more machines  with me which always show me that even they have feelings even more than humans.eg-  my phone has immense tolerance capacity.. i have literally thrown my phone on the ground, many times it has slipped from my hand but still.. my phone always works.. all i have to do is switch it off for 2 minutes and then switch it on..:) my TV remote is self obsessed.. he likes when people search for him or they panic when they don't find him.. so he always hides in such a place where people wont be able to find him easily..my fridge likes to scare my family members.. so he makes weird noises at nights and scares everybody..  my dadi still doesnt understand that who makes these noises at nights and gets scared.. my fridge loves it so he always make noises when my dadi is around him..

many machines... many personalities... all they try and say is we are not only machines.. we are much more than that..so you all better treat us like that. have you tried to find out how is your mad machine and what does it say to you?? ;)

-Ankita

White Horse Lyrics

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now