me, mind and heart...

When I speak to my heart-
Me- again u were out for d entire day and night..
Little heart- ya I had to go.. I can't work like ur disciplined mind.. I m free to do whatever I like and imagine stuff..
Me- u know what, your roaming around is troubling me a lot!! I can't concentrate.. N keep thinking about things..
Little heart- so, what's wrong? U enjoy it don't u??
Me- ya kind of but then that's not reality right??
Little heart- those r dreams which I watch for u n they will come true one day..
Me- n if they don't then??
Little heart- y r u so negative about everything?? Its ok to think n imagine what u really want.. Nothing wrong in it..
Me- ya that's all right, but if those dreams don't come true then??
Little heart- then I will come back to u again. What else can I do??
Me- see. That's d problem.. U wonder around whenever u want, wherever u want, make me watch dreams.. Make me happy n then when they don't get true or something wrong happens.. Then u come back to me.. N then I have to deal with it.. All u do is cry..
Mind- ya, thts right, n then I have to give instructions to stay calm, how to get over it and all.. Little heart is like a spoiled child..
Me- ya, but that is d reason I become happy.. It makes me watch dreams, imagine things..it makes me strong.. Inspires me to try out new things.. So I m going to allow my little heart whatever it feels to.. Let's see what happens.. Let me live this moment fully with it!! I love my little heart!! :D :D

-Ankita

neat, tidy etc...

neat and tidy looks nice
neat and tidy gives compliments
neat and tidy comforts
neat and tidy is easier
but...
neat and tidy is time consuming
neat and tidy is routine
neat and tidy is boring
neat and tidy is not me...
so...
my neat and tidy is different
my neat and tidy is decided by me
my neat and tidy is interesting
my neat and tidy is me and none else...

forever...

sometimes I think I think too much

sometimes I think why do I miss you so much!

all gone years you were not there

and now suddenly you are here.. everywhere

all my days and nights were just fine

but now I know with your love they shine

I never thought I would fall in love

but now I am incomplete without you, my love

I want to be with you forever

please be mine ever and forever...

- Ankita :)